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this is your room bro 2 doors down is KAWAII's room when she is out u can help me raid her cookies

Im focusing my magika.

I know this is a yu-gi-oh Academy. but tis my room. So I shall vent my thoughts cause they plague me. My sister told me she was surprised i survived this long living at home. Hmph. My home kinda fell apart a few years ago. my parents are fine. but every mechanic to a functional family kinda got clogged jammed and fried that time. It stemmed from my brother being taken from my house through my uncle. Who went to live with my father in Indiana. overall. My father hates my mom. My uncles hate my mom. Everyone hates my mom. And then everyone is further divided among themselves. One uncle is stuck up my grandma's ass and the other up my grandfathers. One is racist both are alcoholics. One actually thinks I'm a mafia member and hire hit-men. Then my brother only talks to a small fraction of my family not being me less i say hi then its limited. My younger sister hates me. My older sister has become judgmental and secluded due to her boyfriend. Back in april I lost my home so am technically homeless crashing with friends. Finally to top it all off. All my family is moving away back to indiana, except for my sister who is moving to live with her boyfriends family about 3 or so hours from me. i have no job my scooter parts arent coming in. and i have to stay in florida or it will be physically impossible for me to go to college, due to sheer cost. Idk. all this is going through my head cause i was told how is it i survived so long at home....

Tough times never last, but tough people do. I<3 this quote i hope it helps by Robert Shellard

how am i tough. im 6'1" 150 lbs. and im as thin as a twig. weak hehe.

I'm not talking about muscles or body strength that is unimportant.The most important thing is on the brain as longest u have a strong brain u can overcome anything in ur path BTW of course thinking positive things

How many hours do u spent in DN? Spent at least 20m-1 hr of reading positive books is gonna help u everyday & u will notice dat difference &also ur gonna get a lot of knowledge :D

im not a big reader though. tell me. Why such a big concern.

D3 Here I come

Cuz books make u more positive depending what u read like i was reading this book how to win friends and influence on ppl it was a very good book goshh i love positive books u learn a lot & also a book about goals dreams and other stuff :D

I'll do it that. per your request.

Hey like they always say
When life gives you lemons.....
keep em, free stuff is cool :D

Yes yes yes stleeke & yes siraalex I'm glad u r better much better :D

Yea im better. Had a nightmare again lol. i have them every so often

Hey nightmares are no big deal friend :) they can shock you so much but the first thing you must think when you wake up is "It's not real and it has no effect on me" I know I haven't introduced myself to you so I will now. Hi I'm stleeke I'm 16 years old and like to help people out :)
also. I to have nightmares from time to time although I would probably be lying by saying there really bad. there was one nightmare I had when I was a kid that felt so real that I was petrified to the point of missing school and having a doctor over but it all worked out and you know what the doctor told me? "it was just. a .dream" and although that's what everybody in this world will say to you and it seems like it doesn't change anything just remember. they re right
not like me to be so emotional like this :/ I must be ill. xD I hope I helped mate :)

Omg u nightmares monsters lol

I know lol. This one shocked me hadnt had a nightmare in almost a month. Ive had nightmares ever since i was a kid. For as long as I can remember. I just see several ways to die I watch people bleed get ripped apart etc. I've on some occasions transformed these nightmares into short stories or even poems

For more information NerverMind hates to read long sentences or rather say long messages o.O because he is too lazy to read it all

His eyes get tired faster that's why he always look like this -->

How do you read at all your back is always turned lol?

I WONT STAY IN THIS WORLD SO WRONG....Say goodbye as we dance with the devil tonight. dont you dare look at him in the eye.

So I feel amazing today. I mean I just now see how things are shaping up. they are becoming quite well. I mean I live with some friends. I have support of other friends. I got yugioh going well. Going to have food stamps and probably a job soon. A vehichle and to top off probably a girl if things keep going well. hehe

I'm glad to hear dat :D :D

I built a 3rd Strong Zombie deck. who wants to face it.

Me sure it will be a good practice for my tourny deck :D

sounds good to me